He who may be she
used to think playing piano
was a way to touch god, or at least
something beyond the window
not made of tarmac, livid body
parts. Such a god, music-mother,
swaggering-string-weaver, hip-horn rooster, took him
(as teachers then stamped her,
with the authority of corridors
going nowhere), took her mind off
nightmares slamming down
on club crowds like, well like
metal that re-sprays bodies red
for the hell of it
(Because guns long ago
resolved moral e-quations
in their favour)
She who would settle for
a less gobby headache, cuts
the next truth in, carefully
coaxing out hesitancies pertaining
to concepts such as “self”,
“gender”, “sanity” – wanders their mind
out the window, across the street,
into a park
that became a
retail park 3 years ago,
to
that tree
which didn’t know everything
but at least had a breezy
way with mondays,
up in a cat-flick,
took their seat
on the clouds,
played the sky-piano
till there were
no clouds
only
this
Kevin Jackson, based in Nottingham, has been writing poetry “that dares care” for over ten years. A queer activist, he’s passionate about socially aware projects that raise understanding and challenge assumptions. His first book, a collection of poems called Touching you, was published in 2016. He’s been published in Burning House Press, HCE Magazine, RFD magazine, the Words for Walls project run by the University of Nottingham and Over land, over sea, the Poems 4 People anthology in solidarity with refugees. Kevin is a member of the DIY Poets collective in Nottingham and a keen performer on the spoken word scene.
He blogs at https://www.facebook.com/kevinjacksonpoetry
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