TINDER OF THE “DESPERATE MAN”
selling points include “fairly good shape”
liberal politics a breezy concept of god
banged-up circles for easy handling
into this desperate mechanics turns
the gears of hard consonants
hikes, bikes, kayaks, walks
toils of past-time that toll hollow
now you want a goddess to flame
on one immune to the sting of obsession
couch as well static commiseration when
you ought to hew a ladder to moonlighting
ought to winnow ivory husk of lie
from the hard brown kernel of love
ought to grind hips and courage for
a deliberate seduction
ought to knead openly your salted tears
into the toothsome sustenance of thriving
acquit yourself as the dark heat of hunger
and thirst not white impotence
to be divided with “female same” in an
uncaring wasteland of north floridian tomb
è la caratteristica della saggezza di
non fare cose disperate.*
*…it is a characteristic of wisdom not to do desperate things.
—Henry David Thoreau
taking her eyes from the anchoring straight of shore
her attention drifts to the arc spray of water
a rhythmic thump of bow
draws fast over a staff of waves.
not minding the line or the run she’s on
the boat heels far—accelerato
then she’s in the drink—the sunken coda of meander
& reckoning on a flawed sheet music of escape.
failure’s the cold wet tempo
that picks the pace then drops it.
she’s steeped in sinatra’s phrasing; well after
the opening bar clears its throat, she swims
the horizontal lie of the boat like her divorce;
standing on the daggerboard she grabs
the gunwale’s edge and slow the sail crests.
upright in the cockpit, before control of the line,
unintended isn’t tragedy.
you made a mistake & were capsized;
after, you stand on the man you’re in love with
& right yourself.
I had a pain in my leg from the fetter, and now I feel the pleasure coming that follows it. –Socrates
You can’t tell if he’s joking. Is he thankful for pain as cause for pleasure?
This is not why I ask you to secure me to the headboard. There is no medal
sufficient for suffering though many grit teeth for it.
If there were a trigger pulled to explode the face of pain, I would pull it. Even repulsed (as I am) by gun violence, corporal punishment, capital punishment, imprisonment of drug addicts and every filed tooth of power that proves us more fear than love.
Where was I? Ah yes! (still strapped to the headboard and you over me, and you over me, trying to mitigate my sins). This private view, no shame, hemmed body trust not pain.
stephanie roberts was a top ten finalist, in the Causeway Lit 2016 Poetry Contest. This year her work appears or will appear in Shooter Literary Magazine (UK), Room Magazine (Canada), Reunion: The Dallas Review, The Inflectionist Review, Waxing & Waning, and an anthology published by Medusa’s Laugh Press (where she was a finalist in their Nano Text Contest). She has also been featured in The New Quarterly, CV2, Blue Lyra Review, and Breakwater Review. She grew up in Brooklyn, NY, and counts her strengths as passionate curiosity and good humour. http://www.oceansandfire.com – Twitter – Instagram