
Rubberneckin’
I passed by a church basement
full of old people dancing
cheek to cheek to rnb
on Valentine’s Day
And all the young white single
people in the city stopped
and said can you believe it?
Can you believe it?
And how could we? Believe that
quietly each and every
one all wanted that for us
We’d do anything
for that to be us
We’d give money, sex
trade our age for theirs
to hold each other close in the basement
and misremember youth we gave up for now
Clone Wars
How many guys with
stupid brown fiddly haircuts
do there need to be
before someone does something drastic?
I know I have a soul
a big blue mile-thick soul but
I don’t know about them
their teeth and black jeans and pus
truth is
I hate them
them I hate
the way an ape bares its teeth at the mirror
Felix and Regula
Got too high and started imagining the kids I’m gonna have
I don’t usually think about the future of people that aren’t me
But I could see them
They weren’t much, just little scenes
unwashed kid hair and sticky breath
and myself, old, rounder
For my daughter
who had a stupid name her mom picked out
like Evangeline
I dreamed about saying I wouldn’t just love her but
would always give her the benefit of the doubt
the way boys don’t do with their women
And for my son
who was perfect
and named something big and sweet and dumb
that I got to choose
I just thought about all the baseball players
I want him to know were great

Henry Luzzatto is a Brooklyn-based writer and musician. Originally from a swamp in Virginia, his work is featured in The Baffler, body fluids, ExPat Press, and more.
