
monument leaves
(upon reading Pasolini’s review of the Italian translation of Osip Mandelstam)
like the sun sets in motion a series
of actions let’s use the word ‘darkening’
let’s use the words ‘pre-emptive
state terror’ Lord let’s remember
mistake of merry Madelstam
too late gives back kisses lost love
of cunt tortured beyond desire
&attempts suicide after layering
perfect moustache joke memorized
perfect entropy eyes speculumed well
‘wounded’ is the wrong word now
‘monumented’ will have to do
so let’s go on knees attempt
to kiss a torso as tight
as Pasolini’s
countryside mannerisms
as object impermanent
as Lenin’s mother’s death
an old wet rope
a neck caressesd
a punchline
a snap as dull as a string of musty poem words
hope quick
hi hey
Boccaccio baby swim
pool bottom
end race boy oh boy
win ‘gain billiards
with Wilson buds from age
of buds wooden rackets from age
of wonks boozy-brilliant &binge stories
then &last night like morning
rumors like body &night arcs
&crossings like news
stations really ending no no
really ending wars
ending hallelujah
hey hey here come literally
sex w/ Bowie
whelmed by
two colors
&soft eyes of brother Terry
always with
a suicide body—
a sexy psyche—
salivating schizoid functioning
so Zurich friends
in those days wrote letters—
not instructing so much
as blowing a self
well dressed to heaven
wind
wild &caress

Sean G. Meggeson is a poet and video/audio/spoken word artist, living in Toronto, Canada where he works as a psychoanalytic psychotherapist with his dog, Tao. He has been published in a range of journals and magazines, including Antiphony, bethh, Die Leere Mitte , Ice Floe, Version9Magazine and others. He won the League of Canadian Poets Spoken Word Award in 2024. Meggeson has published three chapbooks, Cosmic Crasher (Buttonhook, 2024), ta o/j, and soma synthesis (both from lippykookpoetry, 2025). Forthcoming: a full-length poetry collection, j: poems (primitive press, Toronto, 2026) and an EP of spoken word & soundscape tracks, The Capacity to Be Alone. Sean is poetry co-editor of Blood+Honey Literary Magazine.
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